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i manage to get to year two (ok, cite lame) ape lagi? Oh! i'm currently in my second last block for my preclinical year YEAY!! cant wait to finish it. just cant really believe that the preclinical year is almost over. ok, ini ayat cliche, rase macam semalam je baru masuk year 1, hahha i remembered some of us (including ME!) kene prank pasal kena hanta balik and tawaran masuk unimas di tarik balik. ahhaha pathetic je rase mase tuh.
anyway, itu cerita lama. so, what NEW? hmm nothing much, just meet many kind of people that you just dont expect to see here. but still, dunia have many unexpected thingSss to offer. whom am I to choose ea. and guess what still doesnt change in me? YUP! my gramma.... hahaha terabur sana sini, but still nak pakai gak BI an? x pe xpe, i just believe in practice make perfect. ok,ok... pakai je lah bahasa melayu (rojak ah).
bercakap pasal umur (tetiba je... =-=") aaaaaa saya da makin tua. ok fine, not kedut kedut tua. tapi umur dah makin meningkat dan yang pasti tak akan menurun punye ah. most people around me ask me to matured up. but how? so i started by being serious all the time. tp sangat bosan! muka masam, culprit for muka kedut kedut (pakai Safi Rania GOLD ah! bunyi cam ader emas je dalam hahaha yelah tu~). tapi ada kawan aku cakap, (which make me think,"aah yek") matured up doesn't mean we have to be serious and sour2 face all the time, but the meaning of matured is that you..yes you! bila ada masalah, you can handle things well and control your emotion bak kata matluthfi90, you beat your emotion and settle things up (and pakai your square big sunglasses). dude, i just use citation in my blog! at least berguna gak ak pergi kelas BI tiap-taip selasa (tiap ah sangaatt) sampai pukul 7 malam tau! huh.. capek2.
anyway, i'm not listing anyone or whatever. just, i'm still learning, so mistake were done. and i dont wish to turn back the time so i can change things up coz that time machine never exist and never will. kerja sia sia benda yang paling aku tak suka nak buat, macam fight for guys or girls is better (damn, people! this type of fight surely never end, and the radio stations that dah kekeringan idea nak buat topic apa for that morning, mesti ended up timbulkan issue2 sexist nih.. per~lis lah! bosan ah).
tapi there is one thing benda sia sia yang susah nak stop... OVER THINKING... yup! this thing.. i really hate it. just wish i had an on off switch button for thinking. but don't any of us also? and it really can kill you. there is one time, i had a fight with my sis, i keep thinking about the problem, it really take my mind away. study semua tak dapat fokus. seriously.
and a little advice, just be around your friends. be with the people that can make you happy and laugh and don't just sit there alone and think about it over and over again coz it doesn't change a thing (yelah kalau dok pikir ulang tayang benda sama, ape pun x leh ubah) yang penting just make your self happy tapi jangan pulak gi join benda benda yang haram atas alasan nak hilang stress, it bodoh name nye. banyak lagi benda boleh buat, benda benda haram gak yang kau carik. buat apa lah... ada otak, fikir... ada google... carik ah sendiri aktiviti berfaedah ape yang korang leh buat an. gi youtube tengok video matluthfi90 ker, anwarhadi ker, bace blog theotherkhairul ker (ok, kadang ape dia merepek cam tah pape gak an) but! moral of the story is, buat benda berfaedah that can keep you away from over thinking the problem. coz trust me, overthinking is a silent killer other than Hypertension!
ok, cukuplah for a warm-up kan? kan?kan? cukup ah tu baca ak bebel. ok, nite people! (kalau baca time malam ah an~)
oh oh oh! one last thing, aku tak ada apa apa dengan siapa siapa. ok
THE END~
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