Sometimes

sometimes, i just wanna flee
                   just wanna go away
                   just wanna leave this place


to find somewhere i belong
                    but, most of us doesn't feel belong where you are now.
separation is hurt. that's why you try not to form a bond with anyone 
but the beauty you feels when the bond form is such unexplained
                    being disappointed is just the risk that you have to bare
willing or not to gamble your feeling, love, hatred, alone, lonely, gather with them.


family... hmmmm the one thing that you just don't want to let go. 
             but that is the first thing that you must to let go 
                     just that to make sure you keep moving forward     
                                 then, you just have to start a new one.
                                               just hope you won't forget the old one  


friendship... wow, this is the toughest things.. well for now...
              we with ;prejudice..pride...just try to get along... hurt, try not to hurt.. manipulating, use, not to being used, tolerating, selfish, back stabber....annoyed.. weird strategy... following other's plan... plans keep changing...do what ever you can....get tired... feel bound.. feel free..
         just need to remember that, friends don't stick long
                but if you found one that you think can, hold on it... but if you don't, guess you just need to let go.
                              learn how not to be selfish. 
please dear, just be free....


Love... it's just a weird feeling that I will never understand.. or maybe just for now.