Regret

rejection, i hate it. it just make me feel unworthy. that's why i get scared of trying something because i don't want to be rejected. BUT! i somehow always rejecting other people.. can i say it's a karma or something? i'm sorry if i made you felt bad.. not really my intension to did that... sorry yie..

i had a fight with my brother and i almost made him blind.. hahah ganas x??!! ok.. i don't really want to throw that thing on his face, it's just happened. tuhan je la tau how guilty i felt that time. but you know this ego thing, you can't just admit your fault and wat bodoh je la.. hahha rasa bodoh jap... i have to be matured!! matured sofina!!! be matured!! you are going 19!! stop being a kid!! no more fighting!! keep your opinion away.. make people around you hurt and you pun x senang duduk... grow up ok?? promise?!!

Sofina: ok..ok.. promise... (sambil anguk2kan kepala)

upu: okey, Syazliyana told me that upu's result out this friday (hari mengoreng).. aggggggrrrrr takot.... my heart pumping hard when i first heard it.. damn it when is friday coming???

but then, i really can't wait to enter university, i want to meet new people, and by people i mean boys and by boys i mean yang handsome2 one... hhahha belum pape niat da salah dah... well, i'll called it as "killing two birds with one stone!" we take two action here, hunting knowledge and BOYS... hahah

and i realized i'm sux on tackle orang.. full stop!

i really can stop listening to LADY GAGA right now ok! it's really annoyed me, her songs.. keep playing on the radio! fly dia, hot dia, hitz dia... please and please... bnyk lg lagu lain can be played ok!