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hai there,

it's been a very..very long time i din't update my blog. well, it has been a very busy months for me, yeah, the examSss then the packing-up-stuff thing. coz you thought that you might wont get to stay at the hostel. (Oh, but i got to stay at the hostel by the way) i'm so glad i got the place, just that at first i felt very sorry to my friend coz before this i promised her that we will stay together outside (i meant at room not at hostel lah) but then i found a person to replaced me.. nasib the baik lah...

then what else??.. hmmmmmm Oh ya! i passed the big exam in my life (for now). i'm officially gonna be a 2nd year medical student! (yippi!!) but for next week lah. now i'm actually tengah holiday for like.hmmm 1 week.. YES!! only 1 week.. Sad huh! yeah betcha.

so, despite enjoying my holiday, i have to study for the upcomin

g physiology quiz. which i haven't start a thing, YET! hehe i will later.. insyaAllah.. i need to study on renal and reproduction. "yeay"!! T_T

about finance, arghhhh need to plan very well on my spending. JPA lambat lagi, kakak pun nk bagi lambat lagi. so everything lambat lagi. so kene pandai2

simpan dan jimat... bosan nye.... yelah, yuran pun nak kene bayar, hostel lagi, tiket flight lagi.. what else??? ah! makan ak lagi... hahah yang ni mesti!! WAJIB!! :P

hopes everything in this family works well. cant wait for my aunt's baby. she said she's due on sept.. wah! raya tuuu... nnt name anak aidil fitri ka? hahah

speaking of aidil...everyone (well not really everyone) ramailah people talking bout Nur Kasih.. best ke? hmm tah la... but yang pasti, i dont really minat sangat.. bosan lah... oh! but i really interested to watch KaRak... cam best je.. nampak cam ader hantu labah2 yeh? rase cam nk g tengak..(walhal tadi baru je cakap nak kene jimat) masalah lah sofina nih!

Random thought!

MATURITY

eye open eye close eye open eye close, dah hampir setahun ak stay at kuching. lots of thing kita dah faced. this kind of thing yang mematangkan seseorang. problems datang bergolek golek. dengan exams lagi, lecturers lagi, ngan orang yang kita anooyed, and dengan orang yang annoyed kita pun we have to face them.

as i've always told people. now we're still learning. dekat universiti mmg macam ni. all people are selfish (not all, but most of the time) we all wonder why??? but, dont you ever ask your self that maybe..just maybe you are the one behave like that? we all also felt really lonely, macam dah x de kawan. even satu dewan kuliah tu almost 100 people fill that place, tapi kita still feel sunyi. why??? have we asked our self? "oh, orang kat sini, susah ah nak kawan... wat dono jerk" bilang si Bedah (bukan nama timangan). but have we ask our self? why

we are not the one yang go around and say hi to everybody??? start make friends by start it by your self... (fhm ke ayat nih??) OK, IN THE kulit kacang, WORLD wont wait for us, you're the one that need to step out and start doing whatever it need to get what you want. kalau malu, but je muka x malu...

busuk2 maner pun korang, your family will always accept you just the way you are